Here are some of the fall photos we had taken that I promised to share enjoy

Pumpkins, Chicken nuggets, and Pjs

Eating chicken nuggets, mac and cheese and veggies

playing trucks with Uncle Jeremy

Grapes and Finding Nemo and Dino PJ's

Feeding the goats with Aunt Nannie

Feeding the goats with Uncle Jeremy

Does this pumpkin have candy Aunt Nannie

No candy

Happy 6th Bday Ollie

Playing in the Tub

Jeremy and I had gotten fall photos taken yesterday afternoon. When we get them back I will share a few. Also we got to spend the afternoon with Lil Eddie.  The weather was nice yesterday not raining for a change it was cool but not to bad, so we decided to go to the pumpkin patch. They had goats and cows. Eddie was so excited and had to say hi to everything.  He went through all the pumpkins and we let him choose he own which ever one is wanted big or small he chose a big one.  I can't wait until we can do this with our own little ones.  I'm trying to be patient and wait on god's plan but sometimes that easier said than done. If you have been through this you know what I mean.  Jeremy also changed his first diaper EVER last night and did a great job.  After the pumpkin patch we came home and I made dinner and Uncle Jeremy and Eddie played trucks, then we ate and it was tubby time then we attempted to watch finding nemo but he wouldn't sit still for very long.  I can't wait for my turn. Jeremy is taking me on a romantic date today and he won't tell me where we are going? Only time will tell where it is.  I'm excited.  It's also my fur baby Ollie's 6th birthday.   Time is share some photos from the day enjoy!

 Yesterday I hadn't been feeling to well. Well I was scheduled to work last night from 1030p-630am. I cooked dinner for Jeremy and I and then took a nap like I always do when I have to work overnight.  I slept for a few hours.  I got showered and dressed for work, packed some food and coffee which I really don't drink that often but I needed it. I  drove to work I was having some cramps but nothing major I just chalked that up to having my period.  I took some Midol before going into the building. I got all of liens passed and first rounds done at 1230.  I started to pass the extra things like wipes, fill up the soap etc. As I was doing this I got this pain in my right side it was the worst one I've felt.  I thought it would pass. But unfortunately it didn't I had to throw up.  Over the next 10 minutes the pain had travel into my stomach. I was doubled over in pain. I went outside to see if some fresh air would help. Wrong again.  I threw up again for the second time. I told the Nurse that was working and she took my temp and everything. She told me to go to the ER. So I called Jeremy and told him that I wasn't feeling well and I need to go to the ER.  So  I drove home the best I could. He came out of the house and drove me to the ER.  SO we get to the Er and the pain was so bad that I couldn't stand up straight. I got checked in and the nurse started an IV. OUCH!!  I was given and anti nausea medicine and some pain meds as well.  I waited and a few minutes later I was sent for a cat scan and a belly X-ray.  The doctor was thinking the pain was kidney stones. Well after about 45 minutes the result of the cat scan were back no kidney stones but I did have a cyst on my right ovary that was about to burst(which it did).  That is was the pain was and why I was vomiting.  So was sent home with some anti inflammatory meds  and some pain killers. It was about 530 when we got home.  I was still in a great amount of pain so I took some pain medicine and went to sleep.  I slept until about 215. Jeremy made me some food and I slept a bit more.  So now I just have to take it easy and take the anti inflammatory medicine and I should be feeling better in the next few days. So here is to resting and being taken care of for the next couple of days.

Well it's back to square one again....UGH!!! Well I got my period this month. I could just cry. I really want to be pregnant. This usually don't take us to long.  Our problem is staying pregnant. If you gone through this yourself it's something that you want even more.  Today would have been my due date with our first baby. Baby H should have been a year old today. Ugh that gets me.  Like I've said before it's the club that a woman or anyone really doesn't want to be a part of. But without this club I wouldn't have met the strong wonderful beautiful ladies that I'm so proud to know and call my friends I love you all. Thanks for being there for me and listing to me and helping me. I'm truely blessed to know you all. On another not. I really do not want to have to take that shots that our RE was telling us about to help with the pregnancy.  I want to be able to do this myself. I feel like I've been in a funk of sorts lately.  I think it's because I've been worrying about this whole baby thing. So the doctor's office called to see how I was doing. I love that office and the people who work there they are all so caring and just really nice. They want me to have  blood work again. They also suggested that we try OPK's this month and possible temping. I just really hope that a baby is in the plan soon.

I hate the waiting part of am I pregnant or not? This thing called the 2 week wait is crazy. If you gone through this you know what I mean. This actually drives me nuts the waiting and waiting. I just want my BFP. UGH!!!! I have pregnancy tests sitting in my bathroom cabinet and I feel like they are just calling my name. but I'm waiting until I'm late. IF I can control myself. On a different note we got to spend the evening last nite with our nephew. My brother and sister in law had a night alone to celebrate their anniversary.  He has gotten so talkative in the last couple of weeks its amazing. He has learned how to say please and thank you and lots of other things and Uncle Jeremy's name has gotten alot clearer. It's like having a conversation with him and he talks back. I also did something for myself today which I really don't do things like that alot other than my monthly pedicures. I dyed my hair I went back to my natural color which is red it's a little darker than I want but I'm hoping that it will fade out some.  I can't wait for my hubby to see it. I really hope that he likes it only time will tell.