My journey of losing my babies and finding the strength to make it through.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Well we went to the beach and had a great time. We went with my brother and sister-in-law and my nephew. We had a blast. Until it was that I realized that I missed my babies. Spending all the time with my nephew for a week straight all day and all night listening to him say Nannie or my nannie that's what he calls me. I think its so sweet. But when I was with him all week people kept say oh your baby is so beautiful but I had to keep saying thanks be he is my nephew. This morning it was different waking up and not hearing Nannie up. But it made think...What if? I so badly want to here mommy. But that isn't in my cards at the moment. I get my surgery in 8 days hope this works for us. I need this to work so badly. Enjoy the photos I have shared. Will update again soon:)