Well it's back to square one again....UGH!!! Well I got my period this month. I could just cry. I really want to be pregnant. This usually don't take us to long.  Our problem is staying pregnant. If you gone through this yourself it's something that you want even more.  Today would have been my due date with our first baby. Baby H should have been a year old today. Ugh that gets me.  Like I've said before it's the club that a woman or anyone really doesn't want to be a part of. But without this club I wouldn't have met the strong wonderful beautiful ladies that I'm so proud to know and call my friends I love you all. Thanks for being there for me and listing to me and helping me. I'm truely blessed to know you all. On another not. I really do not want to have to take that shots that our RE was telling us about to help with the pregnancy.  I want to be able to do this myself. I feel like I've been in a funk of sorts lately.  I think it's because I've been worrying about this whole baby thing. So the doctor's office called to see how I was doing. I love that office and the people who work there they are all so caring and just really nice. They want me to have  blood work again. They also suggested that we try OPK's this month and possible temping. I just really hope that a baby is in the plan soon.