My post op appointment went well.  The doctor is very happy how I'm healing. I have to go back for another round of blood work to check my hormone levels. If they are still wacky then I will be put on injections to keep them level.  I also have to have another SHG and I can tell you that those aren't fun at all. So after all that is done we get the green light so to speak to try again. This is exciting and scary all at the sametime. I also get to go back to work tonight. I happy to get back to something normal.

Tomorrow is the day we go back for our check up since I've had the surgery. To tell you the truth I'm so scared. Scared in so many ways that I can't explain them all.  I afraid to get pregnant again but I want that so much it scares me for the simple fact is I really don't want to be let down again. I know that my doctor can't say this won't happen again. But that would be to simple. So wish me luck and I'll update more tomorrow

So Finally got out of the house today YAY!!! Well for the most part YAY my belly button site from the surgery was not looking so great lastnight so I call my doctor to ask what they wanted me to do? Well they said drive to pittsburg WHAT I live like and hour and forty-five mins from there so I asked if I could go around here and get it looked at. Well after a good cleaning with a very large q-tip I almost threw up on the nurse because it hurt so much it's confirmed infected so I'm now on a strong antibotic 3 times a day for the next week unless it doesn't look any better by Monday I have to go to pittsburg for sure. So cross you fingers for me that it looks better by then.  Then I went and got a much needed pedicure and lunch with my sister.

YAY!!! Surgery is over. Today is the first day that I could finally think clearly and starting to feel somewhat normal.  I'm starting to feel better which I hope is a good thing.  So the surgery it's self went great. Thanks for all the prayers and thoughts it really means alot.  So for the surgery we had to be at the hospital at 7:15 am for prep. Well we sat and sat for what seemed to be forever they finally called me in. The first nurse that I had was super nice I really liked her. I was really nervous to begin with but she made me feel comfortable and calm. The she finished asking all the questions and then she says time for the IV. UGH!!! But then she says I have a numbing shot first and you won't feel a thing. And she was so right I didn't feel anything. Then all the other people came and went and we sat for about 45 mins and then my doctor came in to see us and talked about what we were gonna do.  I received a shot to relax me and I was wisked away to the OR. After a kiss from my hubby of course.  I remember going to the OR doors and sliding over onto the table after that I don't remember anything.  I was told that the septum was totally removed and I had some scarring on my right tube from the eptopic that was taken care of plus I uterine tissue on the outside of my uterus that he also repaired.  2 hours later I remember waking up(semi-awake) in recovery saying that I had to go to the bathroom. So the second nurse I had for the day comes over to the bed sets me up really fast rips all the cords off of me and rips me out of bed.  I started to vomit sorry TMI. She starts to yell at me and throws me back into bed and attaches everything again and say lay here we will have to go later since your sick. I mean come on it's not my fault.  So about an hour later I got another nurse he was really nice and he took me to the bathroom and into another part of the recovery. There I finally got to see Jeremy.  I was in this part for about another 1 and a half and then I was sent home.  I slept the car ride home until I had to go  to the bathroom we stopped at McDonalds in greensburg my sister had to help me I could hardly walk cause I was still totally out of it.  I went back to the car and slept and everyone else ate. About 20 mins later we had to stop again.  Then we were finally home I was beginng to feel really sore. I slept for the next 6 hours for some soup and more pain meds and went to sleep again. I did this until friday. Saturday we finally got out of the house yay!! well I'm still so sore but we are out. Sunday we went to dinner and got ice-cream.  I'm finally able to shower on my own but no driving until after I'm off the pain meds.  My nephew says Nannies boo is yucky. LOL leave it to him.  I won't know anything else until we go back on the 24th. The waiting is going to kill me.

Tomorrow is the day(underconstruction)

Well tomorrow is the day...I'm so overwhelmed, stressed, and very tired and extremely hungry. I'm not allowed to eat anything except for clear liquids.  I really just want to get this over with but I know that things will go just fine.  I really like my doctor and I have faith that he knows what he is doing and I'll be in good hands.  I'm just scared of being alseep that long he said that I could be out for 1-4 hours depending on how things go. And did I mention that I hate needles.  Yes I know I have tattoos but I really hate needles.  I keep saying that I really don't want to do this and my hubby keeps saying just think of the end result a precious little baby or two.  Yes that's what I want.  So I just need to make it through tomorrow and  heal and then we can work on that.  So now it's time to get some sleep