The cycle arrives

 Well my cycle had decided to come back. YES I'm glad it's back but sad because it reminds me that my baby is gone. I went for more blood work and an ultrasound  yesterday yes I know it was Sunday but the RE wanted me do have it done on cycle day 3.  Well we had to be there at 815am which meant that we had to get up at 500 ugh I was so tired. So I get there and I had to wait for like 10 mins which wasn't bad, I went back to the lab and they start to find a vein. Well let me tell you I have very small veins to begin with and I'm a really hard stick. So they put the band around my arm and I had to squeeze the fish they gave me well my right arm they couldn't get anything so the band went on the left arm. Well they got 2 tubes and then the vein blew ugh, so back to the right arm not even a tube came out and it quit drip, drip that was all. So they stuck my left hand and drip, drip, nothing so I have a huge bruise on my hand and it hurts and my left and right arm are bruised to so now I have to go to my lab and get the rest of the blood work done. Which means hopefully Friday if I'm healed by then I can go.  The ultrasound was even worse I mean it's bad enough to get an internal when your not on your cycle...The tech was so rough I mean I've never had so much pressure and pain in my life after one of those. I hurt for the rest of the day. So I have to go back again on May 9th and have some more testing done. Wish us luck.